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inspecting mythologies of the self. i am always slipping through my fingers, like so much muddy water

webcam wrists spit at my feet
a dip, waters roil pink our lips
are one in froth
as arms are tied i hold
your name, in webs
of incandescence i don't
touch it, twines the time again

just my tongue against the glass
sipping at the wine it nicks my throat
but always hits you worse

I SNUCK IN
SILENCE ALL WHITE
PARAPETS CROSSING LINES
UNSENT IN VEILS AND PEAKING
THROUGH THE MIRROR'S BLARE
THE SIDE OF YOUR FLECKED CHEEKS
BETWEEN PULSES
BETWEEN GOUTS

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plastic dinosaur in window blank
kirby top lip into spine water crawling down
the spiral stairs,knife in hand,
school for the blind comma blank,
blank, strange home strange games,
crying trailer blank
diso bedient blank

purple mountain majesty, white fang,
scrabble rock, salamanders
in the creek, malta snake and hammer-
splat! across the cheek.
it's just wrestling blank it's just a fifth:
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deli, vacuum, fifth, blank,
bat in hand this time around!
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burning, forum, fifth, blank.
second month fifth blank.
tired, blank, shearing, blank, scattered deck:
dahmer christmas blank kiss
blank fifth blank wrist
blank ribs blank trip blank kiss blank
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